Wednesday, November 10, 2010

3 appointments later...

Thank you everyone for all your encouraging comments and emails and thank you for your continued prayers!

Today I’ve been thinking about these verses:

“Now may the God of hope fill you with all JOY and PEACE in believing, that you my ABOUND IN HOPE by the power of the Holy Spirit” Romans 15:13

And:

“Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask of think according to the power that works in us” Eph 3:20

I really do believe and have hope that my dream of being a mother to my and my husbands own biological child will happen one day.

I met my new OB on Monday and he is AMAZING! So loving and kind – and did I mention he is a Christian!?!?!? He spent so much time talking with me – and encouraging me. It was great. I had another ultrasound yesterday, and went back for my results today and things are all the same. I am still really sad – but I’m really trying to focus on Jesus and trying to remember to look at the BIG PICTURE.

I am scheduled for a D&C next Thursday – unless I start to bleed before then – if I do, I will have to go to emergency. I am a little nervous about the D&C. I watched a youtube video about how they do what they do…eeeek …I think that was a mistake!!

I’ll just try not to think about it much before then! (key word – “try”) ;)

3 comments:

An Aspiring Mom-To-Be said...

I'm so excited that your new doctor is so encouraging. I think that a Christian perspective may be a good thing for your doctor.

Just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you.

Valerie Holmes said...

Wow! Just read your whole blog. Kim ... YOU ARE A WRITER!! I can't believe we didn't know this hidden talent of yours. It is amazing what is released from us when we just open our hearts and let what is in them pour out. You may not know it, but this blog is going to bless many. I'm praying for you Kim. Love you.

Courtney said...

I'm so sorry that it looks like you are going to have to have a d&c :(. But I'm so so grateful that you found a christian ob to take care of you. I've been so worried about you since your last post and still can't get out of my head what your RE asked you to do. Big hugs. I will be honest that the d&c feels very serious, but it helped me to get some closeure (not a lot but a little).